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Schizophrenic Nightmare

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VampyKittenXoX

Published: Jun 2, 2011

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Can you hear the voices
That are screaming in my head?
They taunt me with hateful words
And never cease for a rest

I am not able to sleep
For they won't shut up
I can barely think
With this massive headache they've caused

My heart is breaking
From all the torment it has given me
My entire body
Has come to its weakest point

I need someone to save me
And get rid of these demon possessed voices
Cast them into a pit of fire
So they will do no more harm

Sometimes they seem loud enough
To be considered real
But when I look around
Nobody is even there

People don't understand
They think I am making things up
They call me a psychopath on route to destruction
And lately… I've begun to believe them

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~My Thoughts~

::: I started to think about all the voices that are possible, and then my focus geared toward the people who hear voices in their head and how they must feel with all the pain the voices can cause. Feedback is always appreciated